
"As we live a life of easeEvery one of us has all we need,Sky of blue, and sea green,In our yellow submarine."I woke up at 3 AM and find that I can barely sleep again. Times flies quickly. It has been 2 weeks since the day I arrived in Karlsruhe. Yeah, it was a turning-point in my life and I'm till wondering what would be happening if I chose another country or chose to stay at home and continue my daily work at a really, really good company. The scene was totally different 5 months ago. That time, I had no idea what I was going to do for my life although I seemed to run it well. So that's it. Now I'm a fish out of water and have to find a way to swim in any circumstance. Definitely I love this small and peaceful city. I was tired of living in such a crowded and noisy city. Absolutely I understand that it's just the beginning phase of my time in Europe where everything is totally different from what I was familiar with for 23 years. For one thing, I don't try to create any fairy tale as being old enough to know prince never comes if I sit down and cry. Just cross my finger and be tougher.
One question is on my mind: " What do I want to do?". Let make a list:
To begin with, I always desired to study French coz I love its romantic and elegant accent. I was about to register a French course in Vietnam when I planned to pursue my Master degree in Lausanne. But I've changed my mind. I wish I can speak German. I failed in studying to play a kind of musical instruments, first the piano and then the violin ( I didn't have enough time and of course, effort :D ) but studying a language is something I can do for sure. ^^
Secondly, my track is Remote Sensing and Imaging, not Image and Digital Signal Processing. When I looked at the list of courses I would take, I found out that there would be a lot of challenge ahead. Too many courses of Electromagnetics, Microwave and Optics. I have 3 weeks before the semester begins and there will be a million tons of books I must read to rebuild a basic background of this field. T_T
Finally, I want to travel as much as possible. Let me choose - Italy? France? Greece? Turkey? Austria?.... or Egypt? . Yeah, I love all. It's my ambitious dream but this is what I want and explore. Four months ago when I quit my job, I traveled along Vietnam and figured out that I dreamed of being a world-traveler. I'm too young to settle down. Linh wrote to me that: " One drifter off to see the world" and I hope my Cancer friend can fulfill his dream soon in a country that is far away from me. I'm also thinking of Huyen and Thu. I hope they enjoy their new lives in US and Italy.
And at the moment my weary body is asking me to go to bed again. To finish, I quote one sentence from J.W. Goethe :
“What is not started today is never finished tomorrow.”"This bird had flown." ^^
